I am that kind of person totally incapable of taking care of herself.
But I’m really good at giving advices to the others.
So, since I was 14 or maybe 15, I have this dream about what I want to become, what kind of job I wanna do in my life.
Since I’m not capable of taking care of myself, I wanna take care of those people like me. I wanna help, I wanna be a good person.
I have this big big dream where someday I’ll be in a big city, walking on my own in the sunny day while going to work, smiling about nothing, totally in love with my life, totally proud of myself and the woman I’ve become.
I just gotta keep reminding myself why I’m doing what I’m doing right now in my life. All these sacrifices, all these nights of study and all the anxiety, one day will be well repaid. Hopefully.